thats a big sword lil fella

iann doin ninja moves on my ass hahaha

whatca talkin bout willis???

hello booger faces...oh wait thats me and iann...ewwy. ok so the man thinks my car will run ok for now (hopefully i will get another couple months outa her) bc i gotta get the tire fixed. he made the point that if i dont get it fixed im not getting ne money for it so i gotta just do it. blah. and the insurance is suppose to cover most of it but the lady that called me was a mega bitch and said she was gonna look at it on thursday but its friday and she still hasnt looked at it and i want to kill her bc i NEED a car really bad and i hate relying on everyone else. so i called my real dad and asked if i could borrow the $500 for my deductable and he said sure so i love him for that bc im broke as a joke. so eventually my cars gonna get fixed when the insurance ass gets a move on.

oh yeah how could i forget. thurs nite work was dead dead dead so the other shift mgr asked me to color her hair so i was like ok....so as we were in the middle of it our manager walks in(it was her day off so wtf!) and gave us this glare and we were like oh shit what now. so she comes out and starts yelling at us and i just keep on coloring and the tears start flowing and im like ok thats it im done im not doing this anymore im stepping down. and shes like just standing there and she walked away. then shes comes back and is all like well r u sure and trying to convince me other wise and im like no im stepping down NOW. and i was going nuts. i just cant take the crap there ne more. and i couldnt look at her bc her eyes were like daggars and the more i looked at her the more the water works flowed. i always cry in a tense situation. i dont know why im emotional or whatever but i hate it once ive blown my top i cant keep my cool. and we didnt know we couldnt color our hair so whatever i dont even care. im so sick of that place im about to have a friggin nervous breakdown. that nite i walked outa there and just screamed really loud like a warewolf!! haha i seriously felt like i took the hugest thanksgiving dump of my life you have no idea.it was such a relief. i felt like i could do ne thing. and i thanked the grrl for making me color her hair bc i grew balls for the first time ever and it was so awesome. i actually for once stood up for myself. holla to that.

so today at work i was asking ppl for a ride to work tomorrow(on my phone) and i realized everyone was busy and i had no ride so i was crying not only for that but it just topped me off bc im really stressed right now and i hate it bc my car and ianns wicked sick and just everything so i was pissed and i cried for like over a 1/2 hr (you know when you just have one of those days and cry and cry till you think theres nothing left but then it starts going again?? that was my day today) so ne way i guess (my friend mel filled me in later) that some lady came in for me to cut her hair and they were all like (to each other) shes out back crying what are we suppose to do and bitching about me and they told the lady i was done for the day and punched me out and said i wouldnt be there on sat and all this crap and they wouldnt give me tomorrow off even tho this one grrl said she would close for me bc we dont have enough hours and we are soooooooo dead on saturdays lately but no they are bitches so whatever. and obviously i need a mental day and i need to be home with my sick little boy but they dont care about that stuff bc they are shit heads. hahaha.

ok i got all my bitchin out for today ill be back tomorrow with some more hahahaha love you kids.byeeee.........

Update: the bomb

yeah so my car is a bomb. the mechanic called me back and said everything surrounding my tire was either bent or broken. which means....it will cost me $900!!! yup thats right and he said that its not really running that great so i might as well fix the other thing wrong with it (why it wouldnt start b4) so that means another $1200. and i called the insurance co. and they said the only thing they could do is i pay my $500 deductable and they would pay the $400 just to pay for my tire "accident" but my insurance might go up if they consider that an accident. so i cant win. and i was thinking about just getting a junker to get me through the winter but i still owe $2700 on the shit mobile!! uhhhh.....i cant fuckin win.

oh and i went to get ianns perscriptions and they switched the card for his insurance and it will take 72 hrs for it to go through but they will reimburse it (in like 6-8 weeks!) so i had to pay for it. the one i paid for was only $11 and the one i didnt get was $52!!! so yeah thats the way amys world works.......i wonder what i ever did to deserve this crap!

Little Iann

my sister just got these pictures developed the other day!!! look how little and chudgy he is!! oh and ive got nice cleaver! hahaha

im soooo....lazy

Hey everyone.....sorry its been forever (again) but its winter and everyone is miserable in the winter and everything goes wrong in the winter and hey winter just sucks!

i cant even remember everything thats been going on bc its been soooo...long but i do know that im incredibly sick of my damn car its driving me insane. last sunday for instance i got my first ticket ever!!! it was bc my taillights were out completely (i didnt even know!) but she said if i got them fixed then the ticked would be droped so i went to the mechanic and he called me and said he got them fixed..and my busted blinker (he had to rewire it bc it had started on fire b4 haha) and like 4 other lights were out too and he fixed them all!! and it was only $40! i swear im in love with that guy hahaha. my dad said it had to have taken him atleast an hour to do all that stuff and he only charged me $30 labor (its $50 for an hour) so i love him even more and i bring my car there every week so its all good.

then this saturday(during that crappy ass snow storm) i was coming home from work and i went to pick up the pizza and i slid while pulling into the parking lot and slammed into the curb poppin my tire and probably bending my axle (yeah its gonna cost a million dollars) hes fixing it right now so we'll see. so this is why i hate that damn car and i cant wait to get a new one in the spring!! yay! even tho that was my fault that car is just bad luck and i had to get it towed 3 times now!!! in less than 2 years!! that damn car is cursed!!

oh yeah i also hate work right now too.(whats new right?? haha) everyone is so bitchy and its so stupid! i cant even stand it anymore. ok for instance i was talking to this one girl about how me and my friend want to go to school for massage starting this summer and shes like oh yeah i told andrea that i might wanna do that and shes like why dont you go with amy and mel but thats right they were suppose to go to makeup school in nyc and that never happend did it. ok bitch hole. shes just jealous bc we dont want to work at supercuts for the rest of our lives and have to live with our parents when we are 30 years old bc we are too poor to live alone. whatever and by the way we didnt go to makeup school bc you have to get a personal loan for it and i want to get a new car this spring so i dont want them to go...oh you have a million loans so no new car for you. so im saving up the money to go. so whatever....they can eat ass. i AM going to massage school ive got the application and im gonna show those mother fuckers that i will make something of myself and they can eat my dust. hahahhahaha

sorry guys for bitchfest 2005. i really hate posting stuff like this bc i really am a happy person but i just thought maybe you will think that amy has the shittiest life ever!! mine really isnt THAT bad hahahahaahaha. just kidding. ill post again in another few weeks.hahhahahahaha byeeeee......

Yay me and my new pink hair!!

pink pink

you stink hahaha

i got him!!

hi kids.....sorry its been so long...i havent really had any inspiration or motivation to write about anything bc everything sucks right now but.....i have one lil bit of good news. i finally caught that damn mouse thats been lurking around in my house!!! i used a little pnut butter and oreo crumbs on my trap and shoved it into a brown lunch bag and the next day bam he was in there!!! yay!! i was so excited and i told iann to look in the bag so he dumped the whole damn thing right over and let it flop on the floor so i had to pick it up....hahah gotta love lil kids. i did keep my other traps out in case there is ne more. hahhaa ill get em all....im like a professional mouse trapper hahhaha.

i also colored my hair cool....its red on the bottom and the front and blonde on the top. but the front faded a lot so its pink but its still sweet and i love how ppl treat you all weird its so stupid but o well ppl are queer.

i had something else to talk about too but i forgot so o well....i guess ill go now but i do have the next 2 days off so if something cool happends which i doubt ill be sure to keep you updated hahhah. later kiddies

all growed up!!

my little man....hes gettin so big now!!

this is gonna be the worst year ever!

okay so this year is suckfest 2005!!! its already started out pretty bad. on my bday i went to go to the store so that i could get some goods for my party and my car wouldnt start....so i was like dude this sucks but it was raining and my shit ass car doesnt like to start sometimes when it rains a lot so i was like whatever its not gonna ruin my day and i had tim drive me around. so then my car wouldnt start the next day or the next day and i had to keep borrowing cars for work so i had AAA come and tow the shit to the mechanic and i talked to him today and he said it would be like $1200 to fix my car the right way but he could cob the shit up for like $170 so i had him cob it up bc i wanna get rid of the shit in the spring ne ways. i was like dude that cars not even worth that much $$ hahaha. and the worst part is i had to get another loan from my rents to pay for it bc im broke as all hell. i guess im lucky that i get a huge tax refund! hahahha.....

what else sucks you say.....how bout work and i mean it really sucks. i got what was suppose to be a promotion in 2004 but i made like $3000 less than i did in 2003 so yeah some promotion! and it gives me more of a headache than ne thing bc of all the drama so im going to demote myself bc i cant take it ne more. they keep telling us to work harder and sell more shit and blah blah blah but you know who sees the difference in pay??? the big wigs bc they get a huge ass bonus if we make more money for them....whoopdy fuckin doo!!! theres only one cool chick i work with and we are like anti everyone else and we are planning on going to school in sept for massage so we can remove ourselves from the shit bomb hahaha!! i cant wait!

so on a lighter note my bday was a ton of fun....us grrls danced around and had some drinks and acted so dumb it was awesome and thats why no boys were invited!!! hahaha except for iann of course!! i got some cool gifts too so im happy about that....well im outa here me and iann are gonna watch a movie :) lata foos